❥ its over ..
wadds happened has all passed .. its all past .. no thinking back .. none .. as i promised i treat it as a past already .. at lan with baby .. =) hahass .. SAW CALVIN !! ==" hahass ..
CHERIENEO™ 12:53 AM `
❥ am i suppose to feel good or bad ..
Connie just called me, & she was crying.
Its about what happened last night, when i was sleeping.
I dint know anything about it until she just called.
She has some problems with some ahlianssss last night.
And she was with her very good friend, & the gd friend's bf.
This ahlian don't like her(connie), blah blah. (zzz)
Then want to 'find her trouble', hurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
She cry talking to me on the phone not because the
ahlian pushed her or whatever.
But she's disappointed in her good friend.
Now, This is the question.
Would you help your best/close friend when she's in trouble
or go along with the group that are against her?!
- Even you're scared of getting involved, at least.. BE ON HER SIDE.
Not going along with that group who are against her.
(chatting & smoking)
Connie is very upset & disappointed in this friend of hers.
I know, if this gd friend of hers is looking at my blog now..
YOU would know, 'you' are the one i'm talking about.
Connie cares a lot & cherish this friendship between you two.
I really don't understand, is this how you treat your friends?
if yes, i really got nothing to say already.
this is wadds i saw at wendy's blog .. firstly .. THANKS FOR SPREADING THE GOOD WORD THAT I DIN HELP .. if uu think i dun cherish this friendship and i am just trying to protect myself .. dens uu so wrong .. LET ME MAKE IT CLEAR TO UU NOW .. I DID HELP UU .. IF NORT THE SITUSTION WAS WORSE !! were uu always withh me wen i was with them ? all uu had in mind was i am wit h them caus i am siding them .. aint it ? i ADMIT i was smoking and talking awy with them .. wen i was talking on the phone at the toilet din i tell uu to go near them and hear wadds they are saying ? so uu think we were having a good chat ? if i would jus let uu do the talking i think uu would already be slapped .. we were tgt for 8 fcuking years and uu duno how i handle things ?! after uu gave ur apologies , did uu thought wadd i was doing outside with them ? i kept telling them to stop being so angry .. told them to totally let go .. dun go bother uu anymore .. anything jus find me first .. they asked why i bothered i oni answered CAUSE UU"RE MY BESTFRIEND ! just one simple sentence answer i gave and this is wadd i gort back ? uu werent there to witness all these and yet uu went spouting nonsense .. this is wadd uu said to wendy .. [ even an outsider help and yet my friend din ] .. THANKS AGAIN MAN .. i am totally lost for words .. my bf even told eugene nort to do anything jus cause UU'RE MY FRIEND .. SO MY DEAR FRIEND DO UU NID MY BF AND HAKIM TO TELL UU EXACTLY WAD I TOLD THEM ? i know uu nort scared of them but sometimes jus SOMETIMES use the right attitude in the right situation ..
CHERIENEO™ 10:07 AM `
❥ am not tiredd ..
nothing to do besides audi-ing and recruiting more members .. =) hahass .. ton-ed with baby and connie ystd at lan .. hahass .. we open this guild MAC- hahass .. maybe i wan let silver join .. ask baby join too .. =) hahass .. very very man yi with the members .. hahass .. xD I MISS HONEY !!
CHERIENEO™ 2:35 AM `
❥ RESULT DAY !!
i failedd my o's .. 30 points .. kinda expectedd .. hais .. now i dunno where to go also lorhhs .. ITE kinda weird .. retake ?? people sae waste time .. DUNNO !! but baby support me in wadd i do .. sweet rights ??
anyways .. this morning 1am pluss .... gort something happen at my block downstairs .. hahass .. will upload the photos and uu'll know .. =P hahass .. even connie also know .. she laughed BIG TIME !! hahass ..
CHERIENEO™ 12:03 AM `
❥ WAD THE FCUK !!
dunno wadds with today .. SO BORING !! except wen i withh baby of cause .. =) hahass .. went to find baby after work today .. SO XINGFU the feeling .. heehee .. dens went 64 slack slack withh kir ,, ryan ,, kim .. the usuals larhhs .. smoke smoke talk cock .. hahass .. dens they send me to bus stop dens i go home .. around nearly 11pm .. =P hahass .. baby is still there withh kim .. i am here BORED to DEATH !! tml o's results .. dun even think i will pass larhhs .. ==" hahass .. SERIOUSLY lorhhs .. going to the movies withh anna tml morning .. watching 27 dresses .. HAHASS !! so weird horhhs .. dens go school from there .. xD take results .. heehee ..
CHERIENEO™ 1:05 AM `
❥ busy day today ..
wow !! today gort work .. HAHASS !! super buy okkies ?? gort this 54pax reservation .. the order non stop .. lucky connie came down to help if nort die lerhhs i think .. after tat i went to find baby awhile .. xD hahass .. smoke smoke smoke .. SHIOK !! heehee .. dens ardd 11pm .. baby's dad send me home .. heehee .. DAMN FUNNY THING HAPPEN TODAY !! someone biao bai to connie .. who ?? shant sae .. hahass .. after i came home was worse .. hahass .. i went back whole house LOOKS so empty .. dark dark derhhs .. so i thought no one at home .. so i went to daddy's room see see .. wen i going on the light .. i saw one face .. i scream DAMN FCUKING LOUD okkies ?? it actually woke my mum up .. WOW !! so funny .. my mum woke up and was like .. WAD HAPPEN WAD HAPPEN !! hahass .. although today only accompany baby awhile but am really happy lerhhs .. baby 29th going back malaysia !! so gonna miss him like SO SO MUCH !! i'll be waiting for uu honey .. =)
CHERIENEO™ 12:48 AM `
❥ another night withh baby !!
yesterday after work went to find baby .. ton withh him too !! xD hahass .. ANOTHER NIGHT WITH BABY !! hahass .. we ton withh kim too .. ton till 4plus in the morning .. =) hahass .. dens go back baby's home and orhh orhhs .. heehee .. i MISS baby already .. he now outside .. SIANS !! i wan him him him .. i have been ton-ing for SO many days .. came home to sleep only .. DOINKS !! heehee .. talking to krystal jus now .. dens talking to connie now .. hahass .. dunno wadds baby doing .. hmmms .. tml working .. AND I HABEN SLP !! ==" fcuk it ..
CHERIENEO™ 2:55 AM `
❥ GOSH !!
hais .. now at lan .. connie just came .. =) hahass .. such a nice friend .. someone's angry withh me .. HAIS !! how ?? i cannt go irritate him if nort he gets worst .. HOW !! baby and me .. life has been so happy .. recently .. i dunno wadds happening .. hais .. can someone kindly tell me wadds happening ??
CHERIENEO™ 3:42 AM `
❥ hais ..
GOSH !! today ton again .. after that go work withh connie .. she coming later .. ==" hahass .. best friend leis .. wadds uu think .. i made baby's PSP drop again .. =( dens gort crack .. haiis .. all me again .. so sians one leis .. so now wondering to get him a new PSP or a phone for his birthday .. hmmms .. *wondering ..
CHERIENEO™ 11:12 PM `
❥ baby i am missing uu BADLY !!
had a day at work .. after that went to baby's house .. WAS TIRED LIKE FCUK !! baby shout i also dunno .. GOSH !! [ sorry baby dear ] baby's currently at lan now .. DOTA-ING .. ==" hahass .. nvmm larhhs .. as long as he happy can lerhhs .. i hope the distance between me and him can be even closer .. like wen the first time we met .. i wan to turn baby time .. and re-do all these over again .. this time .. i wun hurt him anymore .. but will heaven gimme this chance ? i really dunno .. for the fact i have already hurt my baby boy too deep ..
CHERIENEO™ 2:53 AM `
❥ PHOTOS !!
OUR LOVE ~
BABY PLAYING COM .. WITH STITCHY !
WE MADE THIS CAKE TOGETHER .. BLACKFOREST ..
CONNIE AND 3GUYS EATING MACDONALDS !!
WE AT GRANDLINK TOILET .. >.<
CHERIENEO™ 11:27 PM `
❥ EXHAUSTED !!
i jus came home nort long .. finishhed bathing .. went lan last night .. until 7plus in the morning .. dens go back baby's house !! went to eat breakfast first at mingyan's last tym house there .. dens we went to slack at void deck .. hahass .. dens went back to baby's house and SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP !! hahass .. michy laopo came find me last night .. something happened in her family .. cant disclose it .. =x hahass .. dens she went find calvin in the morning .. HAHASS !! now i think she with her cousins at town .. >.< hahass .. audition patching now .. hahass .. later i go wath movie lerhhs .. xD hahass .. baby now slacking at 64 withh kir i think .. hahass .. MISS HIM LOADS !! gotta work tml !! SIANS !!!!!
CHERIENEO™ 11:21 PM `
❥ lame ..
GOOD MORNING PEOPLE !!
CHERIENEO™ 6:24 AM `
❥ xD love !! ~
heehee .. few hours ago was our ANNIVERSARY !! heehee .. went work today lorhhs .. SIANS CAN !! but went to find baby after that .. and i am still wothh him .. ton lorhhs .. HAHASS !! just now tio police screen .. sians bo ?! heehee .. nvmm larhhs .. also nort first time larhhs .. lucky no smoke .. =P heehee .. hmmms .. just now baby told me LOADS of things .. and i really mean LOADS !! hahass .. glad tat he told me that .. he teared too .. =( sobsob .. see him sad sad i also sad sad .. all bout his past derhhs .. i aint that nort understanding .. hahass .. i understand how it feels too .. wadds it about ? -SECRET- hahass .. cannt tell .. =P hmmms .. tio DC from audition so lai blog lorhhs .. hahass !! 8mths so fast past .. soon it'll be 1year lerhhs .. i know we can last that long derhhs .. i jus hope i wun do anymore things to hurt him .. his bdae also coming soon lerhhs !! PLAN PLAN PLAN !! i'll bake a cake for him .. get him a present .. he wans a phone but dunno can get it norts .. ==" hahass .. if nort means bring him out for dinner or wadds .. we'll see .. xD HAHASS !! *shhh .. * -my secret plan-
CHERIENEO™ 12:46 AM `
❥ >.<
i just gort home .. SO TIRED !! went to baby's house .. no no .. should sae baby came my house first .. dens we went to his house .. GOSH !! i using adult fare lerhhs leis !! FEEL SO OLD CAN !! jialat larhhs .. hahass .. today wen going to baby's house it rained like FCUK !! wet like siao .. heehee .. baby looks cute in his ITE schh uniform .. so smart looking .. heehee .. MAD JACK happened so muchh things .. GOSH GOSH !! couldnt believe wadds i heard .. that's private so cant blog bout it .. hais .. baby's withh ahnei .. slacking at 64 now ..if i aint wrong .. xD should be .. so tiredd .. going sleep lerhhs .. NIGHTS !!
CHERIENEO™ 10:56 PM `
❥ sad or happy ?
hais .. so many things things happened last night .. i quarrelled withh baby .. hais .. cause i couldnt meet him today .. i know its a sunday .. dun i want my sunday off too ?? i really want to accompany him but i really cant find the time .. i wan to work so that i habb money .. like this wen we go out we no nidd worry if we have cashh anot .. am i doing the things wrong ?? hais .. i only want him to know .. hais .. he sounded break again last nighht .. GOSH ! that word came out of his mouth so easily .. just cause he was angry .. i never sounded a break before to him .. how can he do that wen he's angry ? said it at the fit of anger ? hais .. i really dunno .. i really love him alot .. hais .. tell me wadd to do .. i'm really feeling down ..
CHERIENEO™ 1:31 PM `
❥ FCUKING TIRED !!
no more cpl in audi lerhhs .. hais .. wasnt happy bout it .. baby was angry cus i gave attitude .. hais hais hais .. seriously larhhs .. his friend play must go take away our cpl mehhs ?! WTF IS THIS !! ya ya .. i know its oni a game .. but i just wan to be cpl with him oni wadds .. seriously i wasnt angry though .. kinda sad .. the feeling just isnt right .. din meet baby today .. felt so funny .. meeting him tml morning .. dens after WORK ! WTF !! so fcuking tiredd .. hais .. work work work .. i dun go help they sae i useless .. nort responsible .. nort helpful .. wadever fcuk they caan find they will sae .. doesn't anyone understands me !! maybe tat's because i dun open up myself muchh .. baby seems weird these few days .. wadd kind of weird ?? i dunno how to sae it .. HAIS !! i wana spend more time withh him .. i really want to .. but wadever tat's going on in my life .. i just cant .. i am so afraid he leaves me for someone better .. i know he says he wont .. but i still fear .. the both of us went thru really alot together .. be it good or bad times .. it sounds so fairytale land .. but it's true somehow .. i really love him loads .. i know he does too .. but i hurt him so many times .. his trust towards me just isnt there .. i want him so much tat i became so selfish .. i wouldnt let him talk to girls .. i know he nids his friends .. but i just cant do it .. too jealous i guess .. or should i sae OVER jealous .. i just feel so useless .. everything also cannt do ..
do already people feel unhappy .. hais .. cried last night .. really din know wad to do .. hais .. i felt completely lost and confused .. wad to do ? can anyone tell me ?! i'm such an eediot .. GOSH !! how did i ever live till 18yrs old !?!! i seriously dunno .. but seriously speaking .. i am simply happy i met baby in my life .. he really made me happy .. although he do treat me damn cold .. but i just appreciate that he appeared in my life .. i carved out many roads for me to walk .. i must really sae he's a DAMN FCUKING GOOD guy .. but whhy doesnt daddy like him leis ?? hahass .. dun wishh to know either .. as long as i know i love this guy .. i will never let him go .. i wont repeat my mistake twice .. i left someone i love so much once .. i wont do it again ..
TO BABY !!
thanks for always being there for me .. i really am happy i know uu .. met uu .. and became together withh uu .. uu're my love , life , soul .. i love uu to bits honey .. *kisses&huggs*
FROM BABY !!
CHERIENEO™ 11:20 PM `
❥ tiredd day ..
yesterday went out ton withh baby and kim .. went to lan and play till 7plus in the morning .. HAHASS !! out anni is so near larhhs !! 8mths lerhhs .. time passes so quickly .. 4mths more .. we already 1year .. hahass !! i was totally dead as soon as i reach baby's house .. i jus slept larhhs !! i remember waking me up .. but my eye lids were just too heavy .. hahass !! dens went back to slp again .. such a pig righhts ? hahass .. baby slept muchh later dens me so i think he's still slping ? hahass .. dens he'll oni wakey at an unearthly hour of the day .. hahass .. i going watch some movie online .. hahass ..
for BABY !!
thanks for last night baby .. enjoyed my nighht withh uu .. playing the computer and smoking .. hahass .. i want to be by your side forever .. i want to wake up and see uu by my side .. morning kisses and morning huggs .. HOW SWEET !! hahass .. just want uu to know baby dear .. i will always be your girl ..
CHERIENEO™ 1:14 AM `
❥ xD
MORNING !! hahass .. i still at lan .. hahass .. *yawns* tiredd tiredd .. heehee ..
CHERIENEO™ 7:13 AM `
❥ day out !!
din go work today !! hahass !! my maid went back already .. hahass !! but i kinda nidd do housework !! JIALAT LARHHS .. i dunno how to do .. =x opps ! hahass .. ton out withh baby today .. din felt like going back .. hahass .. i am still a GOOD GIRL .. heehees .. suppose to mit connie but din .. [CONNIE PSPS !! treat uu lim kopi another day ] hahass .. me and baby cpl in audi .. kinda changed name too .. quited -HND- also .. now my name ishh [ --silverHER ] and baby is [ --silverHIM ] !! hahass .. CPL NAME LEIS !! jealous ?? hahass .. gotta workk later .. doubt i'll be sleeping anyways .. *yawns* now at grandlink withh baby and kim .. heehees .. lan lan .. hahass .. they playing DOTA !! OMG .. i seriously dunno wadds nice withh that game leis .. hahass .. so sleepy larhhs can ?! nvmm larhhs .. getting results so FCUKING SOON !! sure fail like fcuk derhhs larhhs . mian gong ! heehees ..
CHERIENEO™ 5:42 AM `
❥ ^_^
NIGHTS !!
CHERIENEO™ 1:51 AM `
❥ TIRING DAY !!
damn fcuking tiredd today larhhs !! hahass .. mummy went for an operation today .. [ take care mummy !! ] super boredd too larhhs .. went to work !! SERIOUSLY NOTHING TO DO BUT SMOKE SMOKE SMOKE .. hahass .. but a lot of things happened .. gort a chef wan quit .. but no one seems to care bout him anyways .. i think there's a class chalet coming up cause nicole called me up today and asked bout it .. HAHASS !! talking to fatty on MSN now .. heehee .. hearing to songs now ..
DAMN FCUKING SAD LARHHS !! I DIN MEET BABY TODAY .. HAIS .. FCUKING MISS HIM MUCHH LARHHS !! =( I WAN KISS KISS AND HUG HUG FROM TOH WEI JUN .. [ BABY ARHS BABY !! I MISSED UU SO MUCH AT WORK .. DID UU MISS ME ?? HEEHEE .. THANKS FOR YOUR INDEFINTE LOVE .. I WILL ALWAYS BE YOUR GIRL .. AND WONT HURT UU ANYMORE .. I PROMISE .. I WILL TRY MY VERY VERY BEST TO COMPROMISE WITHH UU OKKIES ?? *KISSES&HUGGS* I LOVE UU MY DARLING BAOBEII TOH WEI JUN ..
CHERIENEO™ 12:13 AM `
❥ NEW BLOG AGAIN !!
PRIVATE LOVE !! ^_^ hahass .. changed blog .. FOR ONLY ME !!
CHERIENEO™ 12:59 AM `
