no more cpl in audi lerhhs .. hais .. wasnt happy bout it .. baby was angry cus i gave attitude .. hais hais hais .. seriously larhhs .. his friend play must go take away our cpl mehhs ?! WTF IS THIS !! ya ya .. i know its oni a game .. but i just wan to be cpl with him oni wadds .. seriously i wasnt angry though .. kinda sad .. the feeling just isnt right .. din meet baby today .. felt so funny .. meeting him tml morning .. dens after WORK ! WTF !! so fcuking tiredd .. hais .. work work work .. i dun go help they sae i useless .. nort responsible .. nort helpful .. wadever fcuk they caan find they will sae .. doesn't anyone understands me !! maybe tat's because i dun open up myself muchh .. baby seems weird these few days .. wadd kind of weird ?? i dunno how to sae it .. HAIS !! i wana spend more time withh him .. i really want to .. but wadever tat's going on in my life .. i just cant .. i am so afraid he leaves me for someone better .. i know he says he wont .. but i still fear .. the both of us went thru really alot together .. be it good or bad times .. it sounds so fairytale land .. but it's true somehow .. i really love him loads .. i know he does too .. but i hurt him so many times .. his trust towards me just isnt there .. i want him so much tat i became so selfish .. i wouldnt let him talk to girls .. i know he nids his friends .. but i just cant do it .. too jealous i guess .. or should i sae OVER jealous .. i just feel so useless .. everything also cannt do .. do already people feel unhappy .. hais .. cried last night .. really din know wad to do .. hais .. i felt completely lost and confused .. wad to do ? can anyone tell me ?! i'm such an eediot .. GOSH !! how did i ever live till 18yrs old !?!! i seriously dunno .. but seriously speaking .. i am simply happy i met baby in my life .. he really made me happy .. although he do treat me damn cold .. but i just appreciate that he appeared in my life .. i carved out many roads for me to walk .. i must really sae he's a DAMN FCUKING GOOD guy .. but whhy doesnt daddy like him leis ?? hahass .. dun wishh to know either .. as long as i know i love this guy .. i will never let him go .. i wont repeat my mistake twice .. i left someone i love so much once .. i wont do it again ..
TO BABY !! thanks for always being there for me .. i really am happy i know uu .. met uu .. and became together withh uu .. uu're my love , life , soul .. i love uu to bits honey .. *kisses&huggs* FROM BABY !!
